6:54 p.m.

i'm drowning but i'm not cold. surprisingly i'm electrically green and blue and bright. the music washes over my ears in thick and lazy waves, buzzing with bliss. even my heart is dancing as i sit complacently in place, eyes closed. some hole in my soul is stopped up with a small piece of chewed bubble gum and everything flows perfectly and completely in sweet motion as it numbs me. i'm sinking into this sweet uncertainty as i lose thought, place, and time and everything whirls, finding myself lost again, holding on to nothing but the refrain. it's so dark but for the first time i'm not afraid. i'm not ecstatic or jubilant or joyous, i just am. it's thick and amazing and it doesn’t just scratch my skin but it flows, spinning threads through me as i lie enveloped. and in its black light i am complete.

if you’re listening...

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