2:15 a.m.

ok yeah its too calm to be liz-like. i dont even like the ocean. or water in general. i mean, i like looking at it but truthfully im a tad bit scared of it. first off because i can't swim and almost drowned twice, which is enough times for me to be content with staying on dry land thank you very much. and second because i dont know whats lurking in it and dont like not knowing exactly who/what im sharing my water with. and third because i never know where it drops off, and im so scared that one day ill be walking on the beach and all of a sudden i am going to slip and drown off the edge of one of those odd underwater plateau thingies and am going to be very bitter about it.

but the other day, i found a piece of sea glass from my childhood, but i couldnt quite decipher what time and setting it came from, which gave it a whole new power of mysterious possibilities and wild stories that started stirring up in my head, and i thought that if any physical thing can hold that much intrigue, its worth dedicating a website to.

yes, and the color...its not me. im either a little oliver, or a little bluer. not really the sea green type...too soothing for me...i like sparks.

and im not calm, or peaceful, or picturesque.

yeah yeah the picture up there looks like it belongs on one of those “soothing sounds” new age music cds, the ones that are very pretty but are either sleep inducing or pee inducing (cmon, trickling water-like sounds, work with me here folks).

but, i stayed up until 3 and figured out a little bit of html all on my own, so i am quite proud of my pathetically humble piece of work but i will probably reach my breaking point soon and redo everything in drastically bright colors and do neon colors atop neon colors to make my site seem like the center of internet oblivion, changing your life by slightly altering you color perceptions and making everything else seem a bit duller by singeing your retinas a little bit. everyone needs a little retina singeing to appreciate the amazingness of colors.

which reminds me...it frightens me that no one can verbally describe a color. i hate that sort of helplessness...

babblin retox - 2004-12-28
thats jersey for you biiiatch - 2004-12-28
i <3 chubby christmas trees - 2003-12-05
peeling (oranges) - 2003-11-20
the strange but true colors of summer liz - 2003-07-29

drops of february

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