9:08 p.m.

im thinking of reading the scarlet pimpernel again. i remember when i first read it in the sixth grade I felt oh so special. susan gave it to me and i struggled with the funky english but i loved it and wanted to read it freshman year and h-h gave me a look and was like what? isn't that a little below you in the sleazy soap-opera kinda way? and i was affronted no doubt. but the part with the kissing of the stairs and the letter and the wagon and the name sir percy which i vowed to name my future dog if it is of the bulldog variety, btw, was just greatness in a nutshell. well I enjoyed it alright double h? harrumph.

let it go if you forget something because you only piss yourself off trying to remember. i have much experience in that department. whenever i think of forgetting i think of elephants and the elephant show with the elephant on the spider web and much skidder-a-minky-dinky-doos. (i know all of you are secretly waving your hands in dance motion). cuz i was just thinking about something i had wanted to write up and plop! it fell out of my head again. grrrr.

cucumbers = DADDY’S CUCUMBER SHIRT! i remember that neon-greeness that was cool in colora and style. hahaha! we would walk around the block in our odd clothings and i would remark about daddys cucumber green shirt as we walked toward the street lamp at the end of the street and i would skip and he would say things like see ya later alligator in a while crocodile ah i forgot when i learned that. oof i have just been smacked with a large amount of nostalgia (rubbing head).

i have a bug paranoia lately. well i guess not really lately, but it has magnified a lot. i see something dark and i completely spaz out and people give me looks. especially with my ot soccer shirt that i got paint on last year at set painting. theres black paint on the shoulder, and many a time have i twitched in class in the moment of time that i think its a bug and then remember its not.

so yesterday, eating my yummy sandwicha and watching the telly cuz there was a linkin park making the video on and mommy comes in and sits and after awhile says how can you watch/listen to this they exert so much energy when they play that it makes me tired to listen to it and then goes on to say she doesnt like it and then there was a particularly louder part and she starts imitating but doesnt know the words and oh man it was the highlight of my day. mommy singing along to linkin park.

so im resting my feet on my computer tower. ha my computer is an ottoman! not a turk (they were turkish right? history is not my best subject and cindy is not the best teacher) but like the little doggy thingy in beauty and the beast that snuggled up to belle’s daddy’s feetsies. ha ok i bet you have never read anything with beauty in the beast allusions, ottomans, computers, turks, and cindy in one train o’ thought. eep now the tower is buzzing i think i angered it.

so i had my columbia interview yesterday. haha and i knew that his name was edward choi, so he was most probably korean so i walk in, approach a korean guy, and am like hi. is your name edward choi? and he shoots me this horrified look that says get away from me and is like, um. no. he was reading about some weird dna stuff on his laptop so he was quite strange anyhoo. so i, a little panicky, and mucho embarrassed, decide to get a drink and stall while searching for my interviewer. and then i realize that the guy with his head down wearing a hat and writing could possibly be asian. so i warily approach him, increasingly aware that a lot of foam is spewing out of the top of my caramel mach mach and am slightly panicky as it starts dripping on my hand, the hand I must shake hands with the interviewer with if it be the interviewer at all. and it is, and im trying to like wipe my hand/drink the foam from the cup and watch i probably like had foam on my nose the whole time or something. wouldnt surprise me. ha. but i forgot my key answer to the why do you want to go to columbia question. and i was so prepared! i think it was the foam flustering me. blargh! but otherwise it went ok because 1. i mentioned linkin park and 2. he said his friend met them and my respect level for him sky-rocketed.

gah i dont dont dont dont wanna do anything. anything = calc. and physics. and im missing alias, right at this second, because im not attending any calc parties tonight. damnit!

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